Monday, 17 June 2013

maaf

ak masih merangkak
merangkak dalam menjadi seorang
insan
sahabat
atau apa-apa pun status diriku
kepada sesiapa pun

ak belum mampu melayan mereka
mengikut jangkaan atau harapan mereka
aku masih sibuk
dgn perkembangan diri ku

byk yang mengadili
munkin membenci
kerana perbuatanku
mengecewakan mereka

sorry

aku perlu menstabilkan diri ku

Thursday, 18 April 2013

and when you life just never be what you want it to be

today,

you want this and that
you have work so hard for them
suddenly a person came, kill one of the hopes
that time you really cant see future..
because to you hope is the future

at the same time,

another hope is destroyed by a person who have misunderstood you
respond to you weirdly
which hurt your  heart
if only you can shout out at him and say
jgn perahsantan sgt blh!
you r even not my goal
not professional

this morning.the only creatures that came from nowhere
come to soothes your heart
with his love
giving you warm that you 've dream from a person you really love didn't give bcz of ego!
its my cat,yen <3

in my life ego things really plays great effects in my life.
just hope that I wont be one of them..
then new goal will be set..

Thursday, 4 April 2013

MENCARI NILAI

aku membiarkan diri dibawa angin kehidupan
memberatkan diri dgn nilai diri dlm kehidupanku
agar aku tidak terus melayang menuju tempat yang tidak sesuai mengikut natijah sbenar kehidupan
berbekalkan sepenuhnya, penyerahan dan tawakal kepada Allah

aku menggambarkan nilai diri ku umpama kertas
yang melayang dibawa angin takdir kehidupan ku
yang kesudahannya sudah ditetapkan Tuhanku
samaada neraka atau syurga
& ianya RAHSIA..
yang hanya akan berubah
dgn usaha ku

Wednesday, 13 March 2013

life is hard

aku tidak akan sekali membenarkn lg diri ini
jatuh ke perangkap
keselesaan sementara
biar kulit ini hitam
biar seluruh kudrat ku, ku kerah
biar sakit pening menjadi peneman
biar ape dikate org
biar ape dipandang orang
asal impian menjadi kenyataan

walau kekecewaan sering menjadi pemusnah semangat
tapi aku yakin itu adalah ubat untuk menjadi kuat

satu hari nanti
ketenangan, kenyamanan hidup dan kelegaan fikiran
pasti menjadi milik ku.
in sya Allah

aku gantungkan kehidupan ku kpd Allah

Sunday, 24 February 2013

the
perfectionist              leave       imperfection
non-perfectionist       leave           perfection
                                                                               because nothing in this world is perfect

Saturday, 23 February 2013

<3
    .. <3
         ..   <3
                                the love that I forbid it to appear in my hard life journey
                                                                                                                 
..................................................................... delete ..................................................................................

YES, I HAVE DELETED IT...................................................................................................................
...................................................................................................AFTER A MONTH...............................
                                                                                                       (tiba2~thought that i have deleted it permenantly)
________________________________it is coming back_____________________________
the feeling
so strong
even though the person is so far from me

                                                                                                                                                 the hope                                                                                                                                           is always there                                                                                                                 for some reason I didn't know                                                                                               Ya Allah please erase him from my mind
I don't want him to disturbing  my focus of chasing my aims and dreams

Tuesday, 12 February 2013

anyting that you do really does not need to be perfect
the more u want it to be perfect
the less perfect it is
the less attractive it is
because the perfection you achieved is only in your eyes
while
people see it as
selfishness
that you portray
&
very limited view you have

just accept what you capable to do
do it best
do it on time
it is more worth.