ak masih merangkak
merangkak dalam menjadi seorang
insan
sahabat
atau apa-apa pun status diriku
kepada sesiapa pun
ak belum mampu melayan mereka
mengikut jangkaan atau harapan mereka
aku masih sibuk
dgn perkembangan diri ku
byk yang mengadili
munkin membenci
kerana perbuatanku
mengecewakan mereka
sorry
aku perlu menstabilkan diri ku
Monday, 17 June 2013
Thursday, 18 April 2013
and when you life just never be what you want it to be
today,
you want this and that
you have work so hard for them
suddenly a person came, kill one of the hopes
that time you really cant see future..
because to you hope is the future
at the same time,
another hope is destroyed by a person who have misunderstood you
respond to you weirdly
which hurt your heart
if only you can shout out at him and say
jgn perahsantan sgt blh!
you r even not my goal
not professional
this morning.the only creatures that came from nowhere
come to soothes your heart
with his love
giving you warm that you 've dream from a person you really love didn't give bcz of ego!
its my cat,yen <3
in my life ego things really plays great effects in my life.
just hope that I wont be one of them..
you want this and that
you have work so hard for them
suddenly a person came, kill one of the hopes
that time you really cant see future..
because to you hope is the future
at the same time,
another hope is destroyed by a person who have misunderstood you
respond to you weirdly
which hurt your heart
if only you can shout out at him and say
jgn perahsantan sgt blh!
you r even not my goal
not professional
this morning.the only creatures that came from nowhere
come to soothes your heart
with his love
giving you warm that you 've dream from a person you really love didn't give bcz of ego!
its my cat,yen <3
in my life ego things really plays great effects in my life.
just hope that I wont be one of them..
then new goal will be set..
Thursday, 4 April 2013
MENCARI NILAI
aku membiarkan diri dibawa angin kehidupan
memberatkan diri dgn nilai diri dlm kehidupanku
agar aku tidak terus melayang menuju tempat yang tidak sesuai mengikut natijah sbenar kehidupan
berbekalkan sepenuhnya, penyerahan dan tawakal kepada Allah
aku menggambarkan nilai diri ku umpama kertas
yang melayang dibawa angin takdir kehidupan ku
yang kesudahannya sudah ditetapkan Tuhanku
samaada neraka atau syurga
& ianya RAHSIA..
yang hanya akan berubah
dgn usaha ku
memberatkan diri dgn nilai diri dlm kehidupanku
agar aku tidak terus melayang menuju tempat yang tidak sesuai mengikut natijah sbenar kehidupan
berbekalkan sepenuhnya, penyerahan dan tawakal kepada Allah
aku menggambarkan nilai diri ku umpama kertas
yang melayang dibawa angin takdir kehidupan ku
yang kesudahannya sudah ditetapkan Tuhanku
samaada neraka atau syurga
& ianya RAHSIA..
yang hanya akan berubah
dgn usaha ku
Wednesday, 13 March 2013
life is hard
aku tidak akan sekali membenarkn lg diri ini
jatuh ke perangkap
keselesaan sementara
biar kulit ini hitam
biar seluruh kudrat ku, ku kerah
biar sakit pening menjadi peneman
biar ape dikate org
biar ape dipandang orang
asal impian menjadi kenyataan
walau kekecewaan sering menjadi pemusnah semangat
tapi aku yakin itu adalah ubat untuk menjadi kuat
satu hari nanti
ketenangan, kenyamanan hidup dan kelegaan fikiran
pasti menjadi milik ku.
in sya Allah
aku gantungkan kehidupan ku kpd Allah
jatuh ke perangkap
keselesaan sementara
biar kulit ini hitam
biar seluruh kudrat ku, ku kerah
biar sakit pening menjadi peneman
biar ape dikate org
biar ape dipandang orang
asal impian menjadi kenyataan
walau kekecewaan sering menjadi pemusnah semangat
tapi aku yakin itu adalah ubat untuk menjadi kuat
satu hari nanti
ketenangan, kenyamanan hidup dan kelegaan fikiran
pasti menjadi milik ku.
in sya Allah
aku gantungkan kehidupan ku kpd Allah
Sunday, 24 February 2013
Saturday, 23 February 2013
<3
.. <3
.. <3
the love that I forbid it to appear in my hard life journey
..................................................................... delete ..................................................................................
YES, I HAVE DELETED IT...................................................................................................................
...................................................................................................AFTER A MONTH...............................
(tiba2~thought that i have deleted it permenantly)
________________________________it is coming back_____________________________
the feeling
so strong
even though the person is so far from me
the hope is always there for some reason I didn't know Ya Allah please erase him from my mind
I don't want him to disturbing my focus of chasing my aims and dreams
.. <3
.. <3
the love that I forbid it to appear in my hard life journey
..................................................................... delete ..................................................................................
YES, I HAVE DELETED IT...................................................................................................................
...................................................................................................AFTER A MONTH...............................
(tiba2~thought that i have deleted it permenantly)
________________________________it is coming back_____________________________
the feeling
so strong
even though the person is so far from me
the hope is always there for some reason I didn't know Ya Allah please erase him from my mind
I don't want him to disturbing my focus of chasing my aims and dreams
Tuesday, 12 February 2013
anyting that you do really does not need to be perfect
the more u want it to be perfect
the less perfect it is
the less attractive it is
because the perfection you achieved is only in your eyes
while
people see it as
selfishness
that you portray
&
very limited view you have
just accept what you capable to do
do it best
do it on time
it is more worth.
Sunday, 20 January 2013
bulatkan jwpn anda, a)ujian b)hadiah c)bala
jika malang dtg,
kali pertama:
...smua ni ujian, lps hujan kan ada pelangi :)
kali kedua :
knp slh lg ni,,:( takpe try method lain pulak,,semangat10x!
kali ketiga :
ad y x kena ni...knp ni,knp ni..:'(
................................................... mula timbul sintom2 negative,,........
~~tah la..mmg da takdirkn cmni kot
~~bia je la,,tension la..pe nk jd, jd la..
..mula rse diri x guna, stress,,kemurungan melanda, mkn aiskrim pon x gne
bak kate prof muhaya, aura negative tarik aura negative,,:'(
hdup mcm mkin mlg..seakan sudah la jatuh, ditimpa tangga pula..
..ni y rse nk melalak ni :'(
..mula pikir mcm2,,setan punyer keje la ni,haish!
~~pdn muke,tu la spe suh jd jahat..dulu xd pon nk jd terok mcm ni, msti sbb Allah da x syg
~~da la, terlajak perahu blh diundur, terlajak kate,,pdn muke ak.
~~Allah da x syg, buat ape2 pon x gne..da kne tinggal jauh da ni
~~biar la nk lantakkn je..mmg diri ni da x blh diselamatkn
..snang cter org ni da putus ase gile.
( huhu rupe nyer Allah igt dy lg)
~~stress la..hidup terase terapung2 di udara,umpana kertas y dilempar luar jendela..hukhuk
~~nk g la masjid. blh kurang kot beban ni, tak nk pikir ape2..nk duk je kt stu.
.....................................................pas solat, mcm biase, ade tazkirah.............
(tibe2 nangis)
~~ape ni,, mcm da slalu dgr tp asal nk nangis2 pulak ni! (~x puas hati)
rupe2nyer, subconscious mind, da detect dlu da..
~~ mkin sedey ak
mari buat kira2,
-adakah Allah mengingat anda untuk mengingati-Nya semula krn Dia benci anda
-adakah pernah menbandingkan orang lain yang senang2 dpt senang dan senang2 bila buat
salah dan tetap dlm keadaan senang, y bila di igtkn oleh org lain, dy buat x kisah.
-adakah anda mempunyai kwn y memilih jalan mendekati Allah sebagai keutaman, y tbe2 terpanggil utk mendekati anda ketika sedey
-ataupun, alasan y paling mudah....anda masih mengingati Allah walaupon dlm keadaan berputus asa, waras dan tidak mengambil tindakkan y lain
okay, da buat kire2 da,,
~sye jawab B for bola,
masalah y menimpa bertubi2, dpt mendekatkn diri kpd Allah
malang datang supaya dapat menolak diri dr hal2 y melalaikan
malang datang supaya dapat melihat dunia sebagai keindahan y sementara
~tp knp malang, sye mahukn y indah2 ..
kerana diri ini belum dapat mengawal, menahan diri dari godaan dunia bila ia datang dgn penuh keasyikkan,
~tp orang lain blh je, ade je yang lps.
sbb tu lah kne malang lagi, sbb tak pass lg, dah da pass nanti bru jd mcm dyorg
~bersemangat balik,,haiyak10x!! :D
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